April 01, 2013

The Recital


Here's my poem for the week.  I can play the piano.  And I was like this when it came to playing for an audience.  I still am.  I don't play much anymore, but I hope to take up the hobby again.

The Recital

I sit down on the bench.
Nothing before me but ivory.
Eighty-eight keys of black and white. 
The notes on the paper look like scribbles a three year old drew. 
Was this what I practiced?  
Why do I always get nervous when playing for an audience? 
I feel like all I've learned is passing away before me. 
My palms are sweaty.  
I pop my fingers again just to be sure I'm prepared.
Like it's really going to make a difference. 
Time is ticking.
People are whispering. 
Silence is awkward.
...
Dammit.
...
Fine, I’ll play.

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